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[09 Jun 2004|11:05am] [ mood | bored/finished ] [ music | somegirls || all my friends are going to death ] so basically, this journal doesnt really get used for much of anything. i read it all over about a month ago, and honestly i could care less. my life is 1000 times better now, and ive matured beyond what i thought was possible. the end.

[13 May 2004|03:26am] [ mood | bored/tired/intrigued ] [ music | 7angels7plagues ] i cant believe this journal still exists. i just read every single entry.. wow things have changed.

sometimes i dont know what im doing [26 Feb 2003|05:31pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | sWiTcHeS - Attention ] im not using this journal anymore. livejournal is a whole fucking pile of drama. i dont need it. i dont need more livejournal stalkers or friends. goodbye. by the way, for all of you, just remember to stay away from people that seem sketchy. they can cause problems in your life, and annoy the hell out of you. you know who you are.

bands ive been listening to recently: [30 Jan 2003|11:51pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | shai hulud - my heart bleeds the darkest blood ] vendetta red the used desaparecidos cursive reggie and the full effect every time i die hopesfall on broken wings american nightmare thursday moment hot rod circuit there were wires brand new les savy fav hot cross saetia the defeat glassjaw saves the day taking back sunday the chase scene at the drive in coheed and cambria mindlikewater northstar safety in numbers hot hot heat the clash poison the well [a little bit, not alot] strutter a day in black and white pretty girls make graves greenwell the get up kids from autumn to ashes senses fail modest mouse snapcase boysetsfire planes mistaken for stars boxingwater the ames curve the hope conspiracy the red light sting jazz june le shok slayer [dont ask me why, cause im not sure] ink & dagger shai hulud murder city devils interpol forstella ford eighteen visions zwan the juliana theory dasai my chemical romance [saw them at skatefest.. almost no one knew them then] international noise conspiracy. the end. thanks for listening.

i dont use this thing. why do i have it? [29 Jan 2003|07:35pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | everytimeidie - jimmy tangos method ] i never update this crap. i dont really care anymore. everyone is like "dude update your journal!" and im like "dude go fuck yourself!" i dont really care anymore. whatever. things have been somewhat crappy. ive been in a shitty mood for about a week. i started school at tricounty on monday. i hope it works out. shop = the shit. miss you guys back at kp. but i dont miss the school. the end of this entry is now. im in a shitty mood. fuck off.

wow.. just like old times.. [07 Jan 2003|02:15pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | mrs campos talking about her plans to get revenge on mr g. ] wow.. so im in my keyboarding classroom from last year. its so different than it used to be and mrs. campos is like the coolest person ever. anyway, i gotta jet, i just felt like reminiscing good stuff. :) bye all.

[07 Jan 2003|01:03am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | The Cure - Pictures Of You ] not too sure about anything anymore. my playlist right now consists of: the cure zwan radiohead cursive bright eyes bats and mice mindlikewater homesick for space jacks broken heart and some song from romeo and juliet soundtrack.. it has no words. i dont know whats up with me tonight. yet, i do know. and i dont want you to know.

so [05 Jan 2003|09:35pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Eighteen Visions - You Broke Like Glass ] so today is the 5th. welcome to the new year everyone. great year it is. not. as you can all see im not enthusiastic about it. i do have some good news though friday january 10th middleboro parish hall, 340 center street 5-10pm the defeat! greenwell a new beginning built to burn - possibly red before dawn before the crash 6 dollars be there, or be square ok so everyone had better be there or i will cry. :) and school sucks offcially, and... lets see anything else? yes. i went to california on my winter vacation and i had a good time. i snowboarded alot and such. good stuff. yep :) got to stop in AZ and Las Vegas and Reno and Baltimore, good stuff. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway slept over petes on new years eve had a fucking blast. i love pete yes. im hyper right now. i did nothing this weekend. i wanted to go to shows but i couldnt no ride. theres snow outside. i have to shovel it. ::gives snow the finger:: im bored. im goign to listen to music. bye. im sorry

and so it goes... [26 Dec 2002|06:59pm] quick update from my dads phone.... I miss all you guys and I'm having a great time. can't wait to come home and see you all (smile). ill ge home on the 30th. I love you. (smile). ill update again tomorrow. bye!

[22 Dec 2002|12:20am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | a knife at my throat, and my finger on the trigger of a gun ] the knife sounds beautiful when its breaking the skin

[21 Dec 2002|09:02pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | reggie and the full effect - your boyfriend ] jen and i went to the mall today. it was by far, the most fun ive had in a long time. meow! hahahaha, lets see.. while just having pulled into our parking spot.. jen: dude, whast that smell? me: um, i think it might be me.. jen: ew ben! thats gross! me: um, jen, i think its your car.. jen: eek! me: dude, theres green stuff coming out of the car, and its steaming, i think thats bad oh man that was sooooooo funny. then we went and visited ali at hot topic, then we went and shoppped for jen, then we got our picture taken with santa! yay! and then we walked around then went to hot topic, said bye bye to ali, then we waited for mr. tow truck man, and he came, and he took away el coach'e. then we went out front of charlies and jens momma picked us up and drove me home. yay. fun fun.

[21 Dec 2002|09:58am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | saetia - notres langues nous trompent ] What color of kitten would you be? brought to you by Quizilla kitty! meow! im glad i got that one, cause my kitty looks just like that one in the picture. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! on another note, im bored. and am up too early. anyone wanna go to allston with me tonight? or meet me there? why you ask? this is why: 12.21.02 the defeat two the wounded it burns clean the lead hour at the icc, 557 Cambridge st. in Allston, MA. 7:00pm, $5 All Ages. thats why. send me emails if you'll meet me there, or want to go with me. PLEASE!

i hate people [20 Dec 2002|09:25am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | the keys on the keyboard go click click, just like a gun. ] mr guernon is a dick. he kicked me outta history because i didnt have my progress report and was like "merry christmas". what a fuckin asshole. screw that. people suck. in tv, we arent making the show anymore because teachers are such assholes and they keep complaining about our hardwork and how it takes away from their class time. eat shit. bye.

[16 Dec 2002|10:30pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | hot cross - born on the cusp ] What's Your Personality Type? brought to you by Quizilla :small smile: that makes me feel a little better. i <3 being an old hopeless romantic guy.

i hate this [16 Dec 2002|08:41pm] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | my chemical romance - skylines and turnstiles ] what the fuck i thought my dad was a more understanding person. hes changed. marriage has changed him again. and hes not how he used to be. i hate fighting with him.

[14 Dec 2002|05:11pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | hot rod circuit - radiation suit ] so. its the 14th. im pretty much ungrounded for what i did last friday, my mom doesnt really care anymore. last night, went to taking back sunday with dan and faith and ali and tiny. had a good time. tbs was awesome, so was reunion show and northstar. TSL sucked, why am i not surprised? lol anyway, rocked out wicked hard, bought a tbs hoodie, and bought the 3 pin set. and also bought bill his xmas present shirt. yay. saw justin and julie, tara kel and ash, and kris allie jeff tyler and other such friends. lets see what else.. umm, yeah. dan slept over, we had a great time playing with julius, my kitten. it was awesome. and then we went to sleep and his parents came and got him at like 10am, then i slept til 1:30ish and i got up came online took a shower then talked til now. yep thats my wonderful time. i realy gotta try updating my lj more. oh well. we'll see what happens. bye byeeeeee

so yeah, i lack updates. alot. [10 Dec 2002|11:40pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | saetia - venus and bacchus ] lets see... well since the last time i updated, ive eaten tofukey at my grandmas, went to a show, almost got in a fight with bitch kalalis. woop dee doo! then went to my grandmas again, saw my aunt who is wicked cool, went home, went to hockey, went to brand new, bought orange island shirt, saw keithrod my homie, got written on, hung out with ali faith matt and IT followed us around. we even forgot IT a couple times. then.. came home, went to school :blehhhhhh: then everything was cool til thursday. thursday night i snuck out with ali and faith and we went sledding from 1ish to 3:30ish am, and we slept over faiths house and i skipped school and my mom had no idea where i was so im grounded from going out for 2 weeks.. but i still get to see my friends... hmmm. so yeah, then friday night jon sleptover cause we're cool kids like that, hung out most of the day saturday, then he went home, and i chilled by myself. then sunday got up at the crack of dawn and went to hockey, then around 2:30 went to kaytes and hung out and talked on the computer.. had weird fun times. :) then.. went home, ate food, and then i just kinda talked and went to sleep late again. monday was normal, went to the mall monday night to get a watch. mark from watch world got me a discount on this SWEET watch by diesel i love it. and yeah.. umm.. now its tuesday and it was a normal day.. went to hockey tonight, then out afterwards for mc'd's ice cream and whatnot with andre sam dan and jon and we had a mad fun time. and now im here. so im gonna try and update more so i dont have to type so much. yep. <3 i love you.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee [28 Nov 2002|02:19am] [ mood | |this means that i smell. bad| ] [ music | hot rod circuit - irish car bomb ] tonight fucking ruled. me chuck faith and derek |do i know him? no. lol| we all went to see saves the day at the palladium. WHOLY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. it was so good. many people think they suck and only play new stuff from stay what you are, but you are FUCKING wrong. you will learn. they played SO much stuff from through being cool in cluding SHOULDER TO THE FUCKING WHEEL!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i almost creamed my pants. best night. so much fun. spent almost no money. yelled at a stupid kitty cat. die meow meow, die. ate cold chinese food with chuck, then etc etc got pulled over on the way home. woo that was FUCKING ANNOYING AS HELL!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH I HATE FUCKING NORTH COPS. DIE COP DIE. so now i be home. chuck is here. we are cold. ::freezes:: need.. blankets... now... OW COLD NIPS OWWWWWW. ok im frozen, so imma go get some more warm clothes. bye all. will update more tomorrow so that ya know how it was. weeeeee. p.s. = i rocked out with hot rod mike and kerri and caitlyn. i had a BLAST. saw jerry sean and tim there too. tim is such a goofy fuck. whatever. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. goodnight.

i wish i felt like the guy from yellowcard. when he sings warm october nights. im crying. [23 Nov 2002|05:22pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | yellowcard - october nights ] no one fucking cares. and im glad. im bound to be shit for the rest of my life. yippee. im taking a poll: should i be a rug for the rest of my life? email your answers to brokenxpromises@hotmail.com thanks.

[22 Nov 2002|10:48am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | thursday - autobiography of a nation ] this is the lipstick on our collar and in my own life ive seen it in the mirror sometimes at the cost of others hopes write these words back down i love thursday. the show was so good. i wanna see them again. i could never get sick of rocking out to thursday. :sigh: im bored. im not in school cause im insanely sick. it sucks ass.this = lots of make up work. i fucking HAVE to do good in school this term. blah. first term grades = Film: B English: D- World Hist: D- Algebra 2: F |theres a story behind this one that im not in the mood to write down| Bio: F |i earned that one| Art: B+ Health: |this class is a fucking joke| F yeah. whatever. if i bring all my grades up to at least a C, i get a new cd player. works for me. lol. im gonna go eat cereal. bye!

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